boo hoo!
my emotions are weird now.
i have mixed feelings.
i don't know wether i'm happy or i'm disappointed with the decision i've made.
ouh, wondering what im babbling about?
its about the subjects i'm taking in jc.
MY FIRST CHOICE OF SUBJECT COMBINATION IS INVALID.
like FU*K!
(c304
h2 maths h2 econs h2 mll and i opted
h1 phy)
the reason being, no one took h2 econs, like BOOH LA!
and THE BLARDY FARNIE THING IS they suggest me to take
h2 chemistry in lieu of
h2 econs.
I WAS SHOCKED LA.
if i took h2 chem, that simply means i'll be doing more of the
science stream
subjects. (
h2 chem h2 maths h2 mll h1 phy, get the picture? lol)
and what i want i do a balance of both
arts and
science like my first choice.
so sad la and they don't give me time to think!
they expected a confirmed and final decision from me at that moment
cox they doing the allocation that moment.
i was like "WAT THE FU*KING HELL! whatever decision i made will be the
subject im taking, final, confirmed."
so irrationally, i decided to take
h2 phy h2 maths h2 mll h1 hist
LIKE BOOH! i don't know wether its a good or a bad decision sia.
ITS H2 PHY! ITS PHY! ITS PURE PHY! ITS ALEVEL PHY!
urgh, im so scared la!
to make matter worst, HIST IS LIKE AN EXTRA BURDEN SIA!
hur hur. the extra h1 subject is so extra la!
so now im like in the science stream.
there's four "C"s.
c1 and c2 is more sci-inclined whereas c3 and c4 is more arts-inclined.
im now in c210. BOOH!
but funny thing is im sort of happy. being in science stream is cool la.
wait? did i jus said cool?
fu*k. i almost forgot. cool and HELL LOTS OF STRESS.
but then again, this decision sort of boosted me to study hard sia.
=mixed feelings. emotions wild.
thats all i can said.
LOLNESS
